StreetZ-SteeZe

Bz Bz Bz!!!

2006-09-13T01:35:00.000-07:00

heya peepz
been bz lately mann...
dun have tyme to update my blogg..
~wahaha~
been bz with upcoming competition OVERDRIVE..
gonna do my best!!!!
all the best to all the competitors..
u guys were dopez
yest when for magazine photoshoot..
first tyme wen to my aunt bridal shop
then my aunt bring me to the makover studio where i change into 2 sets of clothing..black and white blazerz..
we took some outdoor and indoor shooting..
it was fun though..
cants wait for the magazine to be out and FREE portfolio
~wahahah~
then after that my uncle and aunt brought me to their aparment..
it was damn nice la can..
cant wait to jump in the pool someday
~wahaha~
then went to mustafa centre to get some stuff..
my uncle and aunt are flying off to indonesia so they are buying some stuff to go there..
so thats about it..
updating soon
~and there it goes~

Make it to the next round for OVERDRIVE

2006-09-11T02:17:00.000-07:00

Heya peepz
sorry for the very long post..
been very bz with OVERDRIVE competition
juz nw was the knockout round
it was very intense competition
all grps and solos were dopez...
hahaha!!!
but...I MAKE IT TO THE NEXT ROUND
THE QUARTER FINAL ROUNDS..
IT WILL BE NEXT SUNDAY ON THE 17 OF SEPT @ ESPLANADE OUTDOOR THEATRE...
yeah so do come down and support aite
CONGRATS TO DIME BRIZZLE TOO...FOR MAKE IT TO THE NEXT ROUND
I KNW U GERLS CAN DO IT..
U GERLS WERE GREAT AND I BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IN U...
WE GONNA DO OUR BEST FOR THE NEXT ROUND AITE!!!!

FashionShow CatWalk MaraThon

2006-09-03T13:54:00.000-07:00

Hey waddup peepz!!!
FashionShow Catwalk was a blast mann...
we had fun and stuff...
even though tiring and waking up early but is a very good experience...
met the 4 musketeers....shah,fahmi and YY....
they are great mann...
simply appreciate their company...
then met my "moyang" zenee...
she is so super sweet la...
and so coincidence that she lives at my area..
i mean the best part of the whole comp was having fun and meeting alot of frens..
wen the show starts there is alot of hustle and bustle
shouting here and there
alot of messing clothes mix here and there
but all of this is juz to get the show running smoothly
and it all does run well...we break the record 4 hrs marathon..
congrats to everyone...
met lydia a.k.a as tyra banks
shes hot la!!!
she won 2nd for the Teen Model Search 2006
hahaha!!!
hey musketeers...chill out and hangout soon aite!!!!

Finally updated!!

2006-08-30T12:28:00.000-07:00

haha!!!hey y'all peepz
yea finally updated my blogg!!!
~wahahah~
after so long la....
bz with alot of things!!!
first of all i was selected for the fashion show on this coming sat
so there is fitting rehearsal and stuff..tiring
tmr will have another refitting
coz new batch of clothing came
and yeah this morning i receive a call for overdrive
hahah!!!I MADE IT TO THE NEXT ROUND THE KNOCK OUT ROUND..
i was damn happy mann...i mean is like i really didnt expect to go in next round coz i was really
unprepared for the audition
i juz went in and freestyle and was very suprised that i got very good comment from the judge
patrick and sheikh haikel..
no doubt alot of good soloist mann..from malaysia and singapore
ard 60 contestant and only 16 was selected to go next round
i was really happy to be among the 16 that was selected~syukor kepada ALLAH S.W.T~
im gonna prac damn really hard for it..
To fbod & steezerz peepz:
im really sorry guys that i didnt tell u guys that i joined solo for overdrive..
i dun wan u guys to get the wrong impression of me i mean i dun wan u guys to think that i join solo becoz i think im good which is definitely not true.
i joined solo for experience and exposure and have fun..and to see hw far i can go
i hope u guys will support me aite..
i wan u guys to be there for me 100%
coz u guys are my 2nd Family...
im really sorry that i didnt tell u guys this
maybe i guess im juz paranoid
CONGRATS TO D.I.M.E Brizzle for making it thru the next round too.
IM PROUD OF U GERLZ
~GERLZ POWER~
Hopefully JARStylez make it thru too
U ALL CAN DO IT GERLZ!!!

Suprised!!!

2006-08-24T13:17:00.000-07:00

Heya peepz!!!
is been so long since i updated my blogg
been bz with my closing of my attachment
arghh!!!!
and yet suprisingly a receive a call juz now
a model agency called me and they wanted me to come on sat too for casting Fashionshow Catwalk event...
they wana see me in person..
~wahaha~so unexpected mann!!!
juz one more day and mark the end of my attachment...yippee!!!
so super happy mann!!!
freedom at last!!!
i will be resting and chilling out with my peepz for one week and then back to werk..
im so looking for a part tyme job
ANYONE HELP ME!!!
i need a part tyme sales job!!!
IF ANY PLS CALL ME OR TAG ME AITE~!!!!
~and there it goes~

Performance Day @ MOS

2006-08-18T22:10:00.000-07:00

It was a nite of waiting & waiting & waiting...
our performance was like damn long lo...
it starts ard 10 pluz...
theres a NTU pageant going on at MOS
So we are like the guest performance..
i came down to MOS straight after my attachment..
it was damn tiring mann!!!
imagine from Jurong Island to Clarke Quay..
hw far is dat mann!!!
then have to wait somemore for the event to start..
upon waiting we snap pics here and there ard MOS...
cam whoring!!!
it was damn crowded...filled with NTU students la as usual i mean is their event..
then after out performance..the person in charge of MOS Harry..shud call him the whacky guy
ask us to sign in for membership so that we can dance at MOS every hip hop nite..
the membership is free and is entitled FREE entry everyday!!!
i can club there almost everyday mann...for free..kewl!!!
and one membership is entitled to bring in at least one person for free..
total kewlness!!!
all of us were queueing to sign up for the membership...total madness...
then after that we all wen in again MOS to dance all nyte long...
we all were super high mann!!
imagine the dancefloor is conquered by US ONLY US....hahahah!!!!
here are some random pics to feast ur eyes!!!

FreaKkinG My NeW HaiR!!!YippEE!!

2006-08-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

yeah man freakking love my new hair..
Juz highlighted my hair..
I so lourve the color sooo much..
is a mixture of platinum blonde and new blonde color and i dun knw wat they name it...
~wahahha~
YippEe!!!!!
~and there it goes~

Yoz Peepz

2006-08-16T01:48:00.000-07:00

Hey Peepz
Update on my new number: 92254423
so get me with this number aite
call me and beep me anytyme..
and dun forget to leave ur name when u msg me coz lost my simcard..
adios
~there it goes~

Update on Samsung Dance Competition!!

2006-08-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

On last fri was my semi finals dance competition..
well we didnt make it to the finals but is ok we did our very best
and the best thing is we enjoy ourselves
is a very great experience.
i mean we win some we lose some..so is a fair game..
we gonna werk harder..
TO JINWEN..
U HAVE DONE ALOT IN TERMS OF DISCIPLINE,CHOREOGRAPHY AND SYNCHRONISATION AND WE ALL TRULY APPRECIATED IT VERY MUCH
I HAVE LEARN ALOT FROM U ABOUT HOUSE DANCE AND IS MY VERY FIRST TYME
DANCING IT..
TRULY I LOVE IT...I LOVE THE HOUSE DANCE,THE CHOREOGRAPHY AND BEST OF ALL
THE WHOLE ROUTINE.
I HOPE WE WILL WORK HARDER FOR THE NEXT COMPETITION AND I HOPE U COME BACK TO HELP US AITE..
U WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED BY ALL OF US...
THNX JINWEN FOR EVERYTHING U TAUGHT US..
U ARE ONE GREAT LEADER..
WE SHOULD LOOK UP TO..
TO STEEZERZ CREW..
I LOVE U ALL LOADS....
WE WILL WERK HARDER AITE FOR THE UPCOMING COMPETITION...
JIAYOU!!!
CONGRATS OCREW,FUSE AND SFB FOR MAKE IT TO THE FINALS
U GUYS RAWK!!!
ALL THE BEST FOR THE FINALS AITE...
AND TO ALL THOSE WE CAME DOWN TO SUPPORT US ESPECIALLY FBODZ PEEPZ
THNX A MILLION...
WE LOVE U PEEPZ LOADS TOO..
WE LOVE ALL OF U PEEPZ....
after the comp, i went off earlier with my family to have dinner at marina square..
at the same tyme watch fireworks with my family..
TO MY FAMILY...
THNX A LOT FOR COMING DOWN TO SUPPORT STEEZERZ..
LOVE U LOADS TOO...
AND ALSO TO MY KUZZIE NURUL WO CAME ALL THE WAY FROM HER SKEWL DOWN TO SUNTEC TO SUPPORT US...
THNX ALOT KUZZIE...
AND TO FARHAN,DANIAL,DINIE,IRA,MAMI,FAMILY AND MY GRANDMA...
THNX ALOT ONCE AGAIN
LOVE U ALL SOOO MUCH...
WE ALL WILL WERK HARDER NEXT TYME AITE FOR FUTURE COMP...
AND TO EDEN AND VALERIE
IM VERY HAPPY TO MEET U GUYS...
IS BEEN SO LONG MANN!!!!
HOPE WE CAN CHILL OUT SOON AITE...
HOPE U GUYS CONTINUE DANCING!!
TO TRIGGER A.K.A MUMMY
MISS YA LOADS
SO HAPPY GOTTA MEET U...
HOPE TO SEE YA ARD SOON...
and ya i sprained my ankle after the dance...
i trip over something backstage coz it was freaking dark...damn!!
it sure hurts..
then took bus from esplanade bus stop home
and im telling u is freaking crowded and we all had to stand!!!
with my sprained leg....can u imagine that...
the next day it was freaking swollen i tell u
went to doc and had MC till monday...
haiz...
CONGRATS TO SFB FOR BECOMING THE CHAMPION!!!
U GUYS RAWK!!!
AND TO O CREW FOR WINNING SECOND PLACE
NO DOUBT U GUYS WERE DOPE
AND TO FUSE FOR WINNING THIRD PLACE
CONGRATS GERLS!!
GERL POWER!!!...
~there it goes~

"the day" is juz ard the corner......

2006-08-08T13:54:00.000-07:00

hey there peepz!!
finally my major second presentation is finally over!!!
yippee!!!
it went ok..lucky all the ques been answered in my slide...~wahahaha~
now i can concentrate on doing more designing and then attachment is over...
on top of that im focusing on upcoming comp which is SAMSUNG DANCE COMPETITION this coming fri..
been practicing real hard..
we gonna rawk the stage on that day!!!
please do come and support aite
is truly much soooooooooooooooo super appreciated...
we gonna do our best!!!
~and there it goes~...

OVERDRIVE HIP HOP DANCE COMPETITION!!!!

2006-08-07T12:59:00.000-07:00

IS A HOTTEST DANCE COMPETITION OF THE YEAR!!

A COLLABORATION OF MALAYSIA AND SINGAPORE DANCERS!!

ESPLANADE IS PROUDLY TO PRESENT TO ALL DANCERS

OVERDRIVE HIP HOP DANCE COMPETITION!!

WADE ROBSON ONE GREATEST DANCER AND CHOREOGRAPHER

WILL BE IN SINGAPORE TO BE THE JUDGE FOR THE COMPETITION ON THE FINAL

THE REGISTRATION ENDS THIS COMING 13 AUG

THE AUDITION STARTS AT THE END OF AUG

SO GET THE GROOVE MOVE AND START REGISTER..

SHOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT!!!

Updates!!!

2006-08-04T14:34:00.000-07:00

Here are a few updates:
-Samsung Dance Competition Semi-Final on 11 Aug 2006 at Suntec Convention Hall
-Presentation for my attachment on next monday 7 Aug 2006
-National Day on 9 Aug 2006
-Finishing Attachment soon!!
-RELAXING AND CHILLING DAY FOR ME SOON!!!!
-Overdrive HIP HOP DANCE COMPETITION COMING SOON!!!
( so watch out for that)

update for now
~and there it goes~

Performance Day @ SPH

2006-08-02T12:55:00.000-07:00

hey peepz!!!
update on the performance at SPH
it was fun though...
but i was not feeling well dat tyme
was having a flu...
bt overall the stage was very unexpected..
it was damn big...
with lights here and there..and smoke machine
it was like a concert..
have lotsa fun yeah man!!
~and there it goes~

p/s:im really sorry dayah that i didnt call u on the weekends was not feeling well..

Performance & Competition

2006-07-28T12:21:00.000-07:00

finally fri is here,
mark the end of 1 week...
tmr weekend
tmr i have a performance at SINGAPORE PRESS HOLDINGS at downtown east..
is kinda big event!!
so ya looking forward to it...
today going to have prac for SAMSUNG DANCE COMPETITION as well as going thru tmr dance performance...
going to be tiring...
but im all ready...
bring it on!!!~wahahaha~
~and there it goes~

tired and sleepy.....arghh!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-27T13:18:00.000-07:00

tired.tired sleepy and tired again
this is what i have been feeling from yest till today...
infact on monday till today..
i slept ard 3 am and had to wake up ard 6 am
almost for 2 days
was with my laptop doing my attachment assignment..
i didnt get enuf sleep...
all im thinking now is like sleeping,sleeping,sleeping..
been yawning the whole day at werk
i miss my bed now...argh!!!
no mood to blog anyway for today..
been practicing dance for this week for our SAMSUNG DANCE COMPETITION...
intensive training...
i really love our new routine for this competition..
yawn!!!okla til her only will update soon....
~there it goes~

Blog Updated!!!

2006-07-25T12:36:00.000-07:00

Finally blog updated.
had been very2 bz with attachment..
presentation was sux...
like totally..
it was very tense and the people keep on bombard me with alot of questions that is relevant
but i cant seem to answer..
halfway thru my presentatioin ppl were doing their own things and im like presentating to my ownself...
i kept on reading the slides and stuff that i dun seem to understand myself...
i half to redo my presentation again and this tyme will be on next monday..
hopefully will be better
peter the head of the department was kind enuf to give me guidelines on what to present again.
he commented that he was impressed with my product but my knowledge of the product was rather weak..bt he say overall my effort was good..
ok then thats enuf for the presentation part..
and ya im really to my stagearts peepz coz i didnt turn up for the production..
i was nt feeling well and pluz i need to finish up my presentation on that day..
sorry u guyz..
and to annur really sorry that i didnt reply ur msg coz i cant reply anymore msgs..
weekends were ok la...
sat was nt feeling that well too...bt i have to clean my whole house coz my house is going to have a makeover soon...
we gonna paint the entire house...
so my house was in a total mess rite now
boxes everywhere...
sunday we went to watch movie at cathay..
pirates of the carribean dead man chest..
a thumbs up
was hilarious
a shud watch movie...
then we go cam whoring
at PS Long John Silver when we are eating our dinner..
i wiil post the pics soon when the pics is uploaded...
for now adios
~missing her~
~and there it goes~

THE CONSUMING!!!

2006-07-20T12:37:00.000-07:00

Pain and sorrow

Forever my silent companions

Quietly reminding me

Of the unfinished

The incomplete

I haven't yet done

What I dreamed I would do

The desire burns fiercely

In the depths of my soul

I've put it on hold

For the other parts of my life

People who don't understand

Even lie by my side at night

The pain and sorrow

Of all of mankind

It seems to consume me

So quietly it consumes me

Yet so completely it ruins my life.

Samsung Dance Competition!!

2006-07-19T17:13:00.000-07:00

SteeZerZ make it to Semi-Final for Samsung Dance Competition!!!

Yippee!!!

We gonna werk very hard and do our best and make everyone proud!!!

We gonna give our very best!!

Is a comeback for SteeZerZ..

SteeZerZ gonna Rawk the stage once again!!!

Yeah!!

2006-07-18T16:38:00.000-07:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KUZZIE ERIN!!!!

2006-07-17T14:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAT TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

Instead of counting candles,

Or tallying the years,

Contemplate your blessings,

As your birthday nears.

Consider special people

Who love you, and who care,

And others who’ve enriched your life

Just by being there.

Think about the memories

Passing years can never mar,

Experiences great and small

That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,

So cut your cake, and say,

"Instead of counting birthdays,

I count blessings every day!"

REMIX06 & SAMSUNG DANCE COMPETITION!!

2006-07-17T14:09:00.000-07:00

weekends was great
had lotsa fun!!!
was damn tired actually but yea was pretty enduring
sat when to watch fbodz performing O school for SYF at takashimaya
meet up with the rest for fbodz there too.
then rush to REMIX06 to help out TROUBLESTYLE with their hair and stuff coz there are short of helpers..
then the REMIX 06 finals start ard 7 pluz...
what can i say TROUBLESTYLE rawk the stage that nyte...we all went on cheering and screaming like crazzieeee....
all the contestant was great!!!
well done everyone!!!
it was held @ youth park and the area is kinda small actually to occupy alot of supporters...
the judges gave TROUBLESTLYE a 5 HOT!!!all the judges thinks they are hot!!hahahha...well done gerls!!!
the results are in and TROUBLESTYLE got in 3rd place!!!
congrats gerls!!!!u done a great job...
im soooo super happy for them...
CONGRATS TROUBLESTYLE ONCE AGAIN!!!U RAWK!!!
sun was STEEZERZ day...it was the audition for the samsung dance competition...
they will call us when the results are out...
then i went to meet dayah to return her ezlink card then we talk for awhile...
then off i went to my aunt place...
then all my kuzzie were there!!!
we play games and we had tonnes of fun!!!
~there it goes~

another questions!!!

2006-07-14T11:58:00.000-07:00

7 random facts about me:
-passion for dancing,acting & singing is juz flaming inside of me...and will keep on flaming..
-love being on the entertainment biz...
-simply love editing & designing pics...
-dun smoke & drink...
-i had a fetish for designer clothes,shoes,wornout jeans,blazer,bags & shades..
-cam-whoring and simply love nature..
-love to laugh,joke,and laugh again....

7 things that scare me:
-always thinking too much and making assumptions..(trying to change!!!)
-when im in the middle of the ocean and there this huge ship infront me...
-failing!!!
-ALLAH
-losing loved one's (family,SPECIAL PERSON &friends)
-REJECTION!!!
-ghost!!!

7 random music/songs at the moment:
-me and u by cassie
-unfaithful by rihanna
-all street hip hop songs..
-ying yang twin songs
-unbelievable by craig david
-control myself by ll cool J and JLo..
-blessed the broken road by rascal flatts

7 things i usually say:
-wat the toot!!!
-wadeva
-lor & walau le
-yo
-wassup!!
-damn shit
-wat nonsense

do k everyone!!!

Answer this Question!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-13T17:23:00.000-07:00

5 snacks I enjoy
*Fru!ts
*Popcorn...yummy!!
*WanWan rice cracker(WanWan!!!!)hahaha...
*QuackerOat fruit raisin bar....
*Salad...

5 songs I know the lyrics to
*Rihanna-Unfaithful
*Rascal Flatts-Blessed the Broken Road
*Bryan Mcknight-One Last Cry
*Craig David-Unbelievable
*Collin Raye-Love Me

5 things I would do with 100 million
*SHOPPINGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!clothes,pants,shoes,shades,flipflop,blazer,jacket and more clothes,bling2,belts...
*travel around the world
*give to my families
*donate to needies
*set up my own entertainment production...

5 places I would run away to
*ma families
*ma homiez
*ma peepz
*ma comfy bed
*ma dance mate

5 things I would never wear
*dull clothes
*boots
*tappered jeans
*singlet
*pink color clothes

5 bad habits
*talking loudly
*daydreaming
*always in the daze
*dumping my clothes everywhere in my room
*sometyme too emo la...hahaha!!!trying to change...

5 biggest joys!
*winning competitions
*performing on stage
*spending tyme with ma families
*chilling with my homies and peepz
*achieving my dreams...

5 fictional characters I'd date
*HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL LEAD ACTRESS...i forgot her name...she juz perfect..can sing and she is damn sweet and loves to smile.....
*Brenda Song from zack & cody show in disney channel...she is an asian with angmoh accent..she is damn hott!!!great fashion sense...
*Lizzie Mcguire a.k.a hillary duff...i rather date lizzie rather than hillary...lizzie in the character is more sweet and likeable..sometyme abit dorky but thats wat makes her lizzie a special person..
*Cinderella..no need to say she is damn perfect..wahahaha
*Beyonce Knowles...HOTT!!! HOTT!! HOTT!!..

5 unfortunate individuals to do
*my kuzzinz
*anyone else??hahaha
cant think of any 3...

Hectic Weekdays!!!

2006-07-12T12:48:00.000-07:00

is been a very hectic day for me...rushing my templates for upcoming website which is IS Website..
done with the first website and my supervisor was impressed with it...like finally...
she ask me to do one more like wat i did with the first template and create the previous website which is the HR Intranet...
i was like ok...i mean wat about the 2 more template i mean the dateline is by this week???
hmmm...wat the hell...juz do wat she told to do....so i manage to finish up the template by one day...
and she commented that it was sweet???huh!!!wat sweet!!!...hahah..ya i mean me too la...she told me to use purple and white anyway so it turns out to be pretty girlish website...wat can i say girl taste..hahaha...
didnt get the chance to call dayah...miss her loads though...been sleeping late and stuff doing my werk..piles and piles of werk...argh!!!!!!!!!!
presentation is next week...wat m i gonna do...
the dance competition is this sunday...
very2 bz ...haiz!!!
after werk go dance prac after dat go home continue werking...
i manage to msg her only..
hopefully she understands..
after attachment hopefully got more tyme to spent with her....
have to continue doing my werk...will update soon aite....
~there it goes~...

WHAT A WEEKEND!!!

2006-07-10T11:25:00.000-07:00

Hey peepz!! weekends were incredible...on fri i went back to skewl for dance prac & meeting up with my homiez..it was great...i miss them loads
i miss dancing...
but didnt get the chance meet up my stagearterz homiez..
everyone was so welcome and i really felt like home last fri...
thnx u guyz...
competitions is juz ard the corner...
STEEZERZ will be joining SAMSUNG DANCE COMPETITION..
the audition is this coming SUN ON THE 16 JULY 2006...

sat was ok la...was juz resting and chilling @ home..was damn tired after the waking up early and prac on fri...in the evening went out to have our dinner and buy some groceries for sunday small family gathering..

sun was awesome..everyone came to my house and we had loads of fun...miss my families loads..
my mum frens came over selling some gerl stuffs and my aunties did buy some stuff from her. mostly world cup caps from adidas were bought...
then start betting for the world cup 2006...
everyone of my families including my grandma were playing...
we were suppose to bet $2 for which country we think will bring the cup home...
and to spice it all up we suppose to bet on the scores too..
i bet for FRANCE 3:2.....
then after placing a bet we play the game of charade...BATTLE OF THE SEXES...
it was damn fun and funny...filled with laughters..
and what can i say the boys won!!!we won!!!hahahahah
then we played the game of wolfs..
is the games of concentration and focus...
funny game...all my uncles and aunties play the game....
then after that we went to kak nor new house at senja road..
they were still painting the house...so is a bit messy but cant wait for the whole new makeover...hahahaha...

THEN THE WORLD CUP 2006 FINALS BEGIN AT 1.50AM...
THE RESULTS ARE.....ITALY!!!!!!!!
THEY WON THE WORLD CUP 2006....

~there it goes~

This is what i have to say..........

2006-07-07T14:43:00.000-07:00

ok all i wana say is that actually me and dayah we r both special frens...
at the begining we all both decided to stay as close fren as possible
bt for me i oredi treat her as my gf
bt because of that i guess things are going little too fast...
she needs alot of tyme to settle her own stuff...to have her own tyme...
and i promise her that i will always be there to support her when she needs me..
maybe i guess im being too overeactive,mushy and stuff till she feel uncomfortable with it...
all my previous entries...filled with mushy stuff...and i guess because of that she keeps thinking that "do i really have a bf..."
i mean by typing stuff at the blog letting ppl knw actually there is something going on between us i guess she not comfortable with it..
we both promise to keep it down low at the moment and let her mind at peace and let her settle things out first bfore we both decide on committing into serious relationship..
and i guess is all my fault though that things seems to be rocky between me and her at the moment..
i hope it will be fine soon and back to normal..
this is a promise from zan to dayah...as far as im concern u will always be my gerl...bt is up to u nw...i dun wan things to be rough between us like in the past..let bygone be bygone...let the past be the stepping stone for us to learn..
if u ever need me i will always be there for u...
if u tumble and fall i will always be there to help u up...
if u dun like me to be too mushy juz say it i wun exaggerate..
hope things will workout fine between us...
i trust u alot Dayah...

Back 2 sKeWL..!!!!!!!!

2006-07-07T10:34:00.000-07:00

YeaH!!! Finally im go!ng Back to Skewl 2DaY!!!...
meeting up with my peepz,
ma homiez,
back for dancing!!!!
back once again with competitions coming up...
~there it Goes~

p/s:I M!ss HEr loads.. <3

NUth!ng MucH!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hey y'all...as i predicted FRANCE & ITALY will be in the final for the world cup 2006...GERMANY was out,BRAZIL one of the favorite was out,ENGLAND was out,PORTUGAL was out...wich grp will win the world cup??stay tune and watch the world cup final 2006...

well today was raining heavily...i was about to go out of the house when a very strong wind juz slammed the door and the sky is damn dark...i was like damn...so have to sit for while till the rain subside a little...then i headed to take the mrt...i tot was late but fortunately the bus was late...wahaha

i slept early today..but i cant sleep...kept waking up...i called dear alot of tyme..but no ans..so i tot she went for an early nite sleep....i called her ard 9 pluz she picked up but she sounds bz...she told me she will msg me back and call her again..but then i think she kinda tired coz of hectic schedule yest...performing and stuff so is ok i understand..hope to hear from her real soon...

~there it goes~

Quest!on & AnsweR........

2006-07-05T15:01:00.000-07:00

3 schools i went to:Zhenghua Primary School,Assumption English School,Nanyang Polytechnic.

3 things in my handbag:For ur info i never carry a handbag...i usually carry a designer bag...wat's in there will be my werking documents,handphone and wallet..bt usually i dun carry bag la if go out...wahahaha

3 places i go on a daily basis:bedroom,toilet & home lo...

3 fav fruits:Apple,Mango & Papaya....

3 names i go by:hmm....at home will be "boy", "raizan", in poly will be "Zan"....

3 of my fav food: my mum and granny food(that consider one rite??),yong tau fu..(yummy!!!!),breakfast bar(raisin)(i can eat it one box)....
3 things im wearing now:designer tees from thai,thorn and rugged wornout jeans & black blazer...

who is in the house with me?if talking about nw im @ werk...my family lo...

who am i thinking of ?ma dearie

who did i last talk to on the phone with?Dayah

who did i sit with during the 5th period in class?im like attachment now werking so no more skewl life...is over...wahahaha..

who was the last person i uttered love to? omg im getting a little too mushy here..thnx for the mushy questions...DAYAH..wahahaha..

who gets on my nerves in schools?rite now i miss those nypians peepz in skewl so no one get on my nerves @ the moment...

where is my phone?ryte beside my laptop...but low batt nw...

where do i sleep?on my comfy bed...

where is the place i took a ride to?hmm..if talking about my company bus will be choa chu kang..dats the pit stop...wahahahah..

what was the last thing i ate?my mum sandwich...

what colour shirt am i wearing now? BLACK & WHITE...

what is the closest thing to me that is blue?my designer jeans...

what do i like most about school? m@ peepz,fbodz,stagearterz,performing on stage,latecoming,late skewl hours,dance prac,food,competitions,singing & acting...

what is my favourite colour? black & white,green,grey,brown

what do i wear most often jeans or shorts? coz i usually go werk mah so jeans but preferably shorts coz of hot weather...

what was the last movie i watched? i would say Just My Luck with dayah...

when did i start school? 18 years ago i guezz...gezz i really dun knw...

when did i last go to the mall? yest...@ northpoint..get some stuff..

when did i last burn something? nuthing..i dun burn things unless when i feel like la...hahaha..other than dat a nonon to me...

3 blogers to do this: fimaa,nurul and me...dat counts rite....

2006-07-05T09:23:00.000-07:00

nuthing much happen @ the moment yet...
was feeling down lately..
juz need someone to be here with me..
hopefully my dear is ok...
she have been quiet lately
i was wondering why..
she had not been talking that much lately as she used too..
i hope she gonna be fine soon..
i guess she is bz with her skewl stuff
practical test and stuff...
we'll meet up soon aite <3dear<3

so today nuthing much la..
came to werk
tot i was late....
but i manage to take 8am bus...
hahahha!!!lucky me...if not sure kena nag again by my supervisor...
hahahaha!!!so came to werk with zhangxin..
buy breakfast @ the cafeteria
bought tuna sandwich..
went up set up my laptop and then start werking on my templates
i have to submit 3 templates for finalisation tmr on HR intranet website...
but i design all 3 templates yest @ home..
so juz need a little touch up...
all the templates i used mainly vibrant colors such as orange,yellow and red...
my main theme for the template is mainly to attract more youth to visit the webbie..
my intrepetation for the webbie is more like youth expression,youth-like....
so thats about it for today later....
~so there it goes~

My Pass!on & My ForTe!!!

2006-07-04T11:28:00.000-07:00

Juz ended meeting....
deadline here and there..
upcoming projs...
presentation coming soon
pay delayed
arghhh!!!!!!
can i still take it??
someone pls help me......
attachment is way tougher than i thought..
is beyond juz getting paid...
is about experiencing werking life...
getting expose to learning new stuff
this is juz a stepping stone for me...
but i will not be werking as wat i werk in the attachment...
im not gonna deal with IT stuffs
after my diploma im gonna pursue my studies in different area of perspective..
im gonna learn about entertainment,music,drama,singing & dancing...
this is wat i love to do
this is my forte
this is my passion
im gonna achieve my dreams wateva it takes...
~and there it goes~

DEar SOrrY!!!

2006-07-03T11:30:00.000-07:00

Im really sorry dear for not giving u a wake up call today @ 5am..
Im really sorry coz i din called you yesterday
and i am reall sorry for everything
yesterday i had to rush my werk coz my due date for my 3rd proj is today..
my supervisor was back from training so had to rush sme stuff..
slept really late yest ard 3am to finish up my proj..
im really sorry dear didnt give u the wake up call...
went to werk and reach early and boom!!!piles of werk were on my table asking me to complete them...
i was like damn!!!another busy day...then my supervisor email me one more proj thats is to create icons and is like alot lor..
my first tyme creating icons le..never done bfore..but wat to do so juz search for icons tutorial and do lor...
then i msg my dear at the same tyme..
i was worried about her..i mean i really dun knw if she is angry with me..
when i msg her she replied me with less than 5 werds and which is not like her usual msg..
is making me thinking and i cant concentrate doing my werk..
so i take my 5 mins break and update my blog and still kept thinking bt it.
she reply that she is bz..well ok then i trust u dear..
i mean she told me she had a test...
so i guess she is studying for it..
oh damn it!!!u knw wat peepz my attachment money will be given next2 month which is on august.
i was like damn...
coz i haven replaced my lost bankbook
so unfortunately i will receive my 2 mths pay on aug..
that is damn long lo...
ok peepz i can continue my replying of msg oredi
juz top my prepaid card yest..
sunday was juz chilling @ home day for me..
i give my dear a wake up call @ 5.30am
went to shen siong to buy groceries
watching tv(disney channel)
dats so raven
zack and cody
and finally the movie that we all been waiting and wanting to watch high school musical..
great movie.. !!!
those we are into drama,dance,musical and not forgetting love story will definitely dig this movie..
supposedly going to east coast but was cancelled...

as for sat was out of town with family and dear...
till here then have to get back to my werk..will update again soon aite...
~and there it goes~

Juz Another WeekDayz!!!

2006-06-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

i juz need someone to be there for me...
and i found that someone in my life
she is so special to me
she is one in a million
she is my part of my life,my soul and my future...
when im down she is always there for me
when she needed me i will always be there for her
she is my responsibility..
i am responsible to take care of her
till death do us apart
i had promise myself that i wun break her heart...

we had a very nice chat yesterday wen suddenly my phone goes bonkerz..as in the batt goes flat..then we both like oh-oh...and she knows that anytyme soon the phone will be switch off..so then i was like enjoying talking with her and stuff and then suddenly at the moment of that tyme the phone juz goes silent..i was like hello!! a few tyme and ya it wen switched off...haiz..as we expected..so then i felt guilty coz i never get a chance to say nite to her and then the 3 special werds..haiz...so sad!!!..

Yesterday annur called me about the production thingy..she sounds abit angry coz i have been disappearing and the production is like on this coming 21st July..and starting from next week will be a having intensive rehearsal and training..i had been bz with attachment and projs..im really sorry annur for not telling you...i try to make it on this sat to discuss with you more about the production..having some probs...really sorry annur!!!!

~& there it goes~

I WILL ALWAY LOVE YOU FOREVER......

2006-06-28T11:53:00.000-07:00

I love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me, your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy, and the way you show you care.
I love the way you say "I love you" and the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me, always sending chills down my spine,
I love that you are with me, and glad that you are mine!
Dear I am glad that you're mine now and forever......

Hmm...another day of attachment....

2006-06-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

hey peepz!!homiez!!!...today i finally came to werk early...hahahaha...nuthing special in the morning actually..wake up ard 6.10am, a shower and then get ready for werk..well basically dats all though..watch disney channel for awhile though...to cheer up the morning sunshine..hahaha..yesterday i had a great tyme...i went to meet dear after werk @ yck mrt station...then send her home after dat..we chat,we talk,we joke and we laugh...hahahha!!!i really felt happy meeting up with dear today..P/S: I LOVE YOU DEAR SOOOOO MUCH!!!I MISS YOU...*HUGS* & *KISSES*.......then reached home ard 9 plus..took a shower and then chat with dear till 12.30 yest...and then went to bed...so overall a short great day...here are some of the editing i made...adios!!!~& there it goes....

Ed!t!ng P!cs!!!!!...............

2006-06-27T16:45:00.000-07:00

Here are 2 of the pics which i edit....So post ur comment @ my tagbox a!te..thnx peepz....peaceout...

When everything is in black and white.........

2006-06-27T15:48:00.000-07:00

You begin to fade slowly day after dayYou should be proud, feel triumphant; you succeededFinally, you have managed to discourage meThis eclipse has begun to continue its path
You’re vanishing away day after dayOf your existence only a trace is being leftTime will soon cover and bury it along the way
You had no right to demean me the way you didYour words were like thorns sharp and damagingYour actions like stones unyielding and never ending
But, wounds eventually heal and turn into scarsReminding us of experiences that we grew strong from
I hope you got what you wanted and your goal is accomplishedSomewhere along the way my soul you were able to disheartenedAll of those memories one by one are being evaporatedNow, you’re drifting faster, getting harder for me to recapture
For my insistence and honest interestYou only had a solid dead end and nothing but cold indifferenceFor my time and incontrovertible attentionYou were insensitive and only drowned me in unnecessary evasion
Rapidly, your image is drifting, vanishing, fading into the distanceFeelings have stopped feeling and you’re getting harder to grasp, to seeOut of sight, in my heart and mind you’re a blur; no longer live vividly“Sh*t happens, people die” gently disappearing you begin to lose lifeI ran out of reasons, to keep you breathing and your heartbeat alive
Before the wind carries you further away and nothing you becomeKnow it has become hard for me to continue holding onBefore you completely dissipate and your image burns into the sunKnow that you cornered and forced me to draw my line
I no longer wish to quench my thirst in your pityNo more feeling sorry and showering me with your sympathy
Like a scorpion inadvertently you stung my beingNum, everything towards you has become a senseless lossSwiftly you fade every day, I didn’t want for things to end this wayBut, when everything is in black and whiteYou’re only left to walk away with your head held high

Another Attachment Day!!!

2006-06-27T13:35:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'all PeepZ,
as usual another bz day @ werk..
reached abit late today...suppose to be @ werk @ 8.30 but in the end reach ard 9
hahahaha!!!late freak as usual...
trying my bez to be punctual next tyme..
today serene my supervisor is not ard so kinda relax abit la...
she was away for training this 1 week
bt then hve to finish my 3 templates aite
7 projs in total that need to be completed haiz!!!
went for lunch with zhangxin and back ard 12.15 and then my dear called me..
talk to her till she wen for lecture @ 1
DEAR I REALLY MISS YOU....*HUGS*
meeting her later
fetching her from school and sending her home...
~& there it goes~

Dream!!!

2006-06-27T10:42:00.000-07:00

ThEy R tHe SunSh!nE Of My L!fE!!!!

2006-06-26T13:26:00.000-07:00

S!mplY CutEneSS

My L!ttLe KuZZ!eS!!!

LoVe 'DeM Lo@ds & Lo@ds *hugs*

Words Of Truth......

2006-06-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

Break down and cry,
Cant i let go?
The feelings that is so strong,
I wonder why?
Why is this feelings keep haunting me,
Y cant the feelings go away?
Y cant u juz be here with me when i need you,
Y cant u juz be honest with me,
That u cant be here with me.
Twist and turn of words plays part,
Breakup and sorrow in relationship begins to start.
The pain in the heart start to show,
The moment of truth begins to grow.
Watever it takes to show u im sorry,
To defeat my mistakes and thats a glory.
The word of trust is wats it takes,
To repent my guilt that i make.
The support from u is wat i need,
The piercing in my heart makes it bleed.
The words of truth is undeniable,
The feeling of hurt is undescriable.

Outing Wif Da Kuzz!e!!!

2006-06-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

Last Sat me met up with Da Kuzzie @ East Coast Park.We went there to cycle and chill and chit chat and stuff...it was a moment of relax.It has been a long tyme since i cycled so im like totally enthu about it..all excited to boost up my cycling technique...hahahaha...so we cycled for 2 hrs went to bedok jetty and then to the furthest jetty which i had no idea the name of the jetty.it was me,ayan,fima,farhan and sentil wo went for cycling.ayan stop halfway and went back to our spot coz she say she was tired.hahahah..wateva lo!!!hahaha then left me,farhan,fima and sentil.we decided to move on to bedok jetty wen suddenly fima and sentil was way back behind which left me and farhan.so me and farhan wait for them @ the jetty till we get tired of waiting we decided to move on without them.so halfway way thru met up with sentil and he told me that fima too wen back coz her fren fazley arrived.so then the 3 of us continue our journey to the furthest jetty..we reached there ard 7 pluz,relaxed over there for a few mins and then wen back to our spot and then is where sentil was left behind.he was damn slow la can.hahaha...so then we return back the bicycle and headed to marine parade for our dinner.nurul's fren fendi had to go home.so we headed to the coffee shop nearby.at first we wanted to go to the banquet at parkway parade but then since is oredi late so we juz decided to have our dinner at the nearby coffeeshop.then so after that we went home coz my mum was very tired.at first we wanted to take cab so wen to the taxi stand at parkway parade and to my suprise the queue was super duper damn long...so then wen decided to take bus with da kuzzie to woodlands and then took cab from marsiling.it was hella of a fun during the bus ride to woodlands.imagine 1 hr pluz ride,we crack jokes,play games,laugh here and there make a fool of ourselves and stuff.It was overall a fun day.~i like~hahahaha..~and so there it goes~

WeLcOmE BaCk HoMe!!!!!

2006-06-23T15:33:00.000-07:00

Yoz everyone,hi back again blogging!!!hahaha!!!nearly a month been away and never been updating my blog for sOoOoOo super long...Well first reason was im been very bz with attachment @ ICES (Institute of Chemical and Engineering Sciences.) Well the first thought of my IAP was like "m i going to deal with chemicals and stuff??...."that is so not related to my course.."hahahah!!!.I thought is going to be kinda of relax at first.Doing something easy and simple..but first day of IAP was ok la...get to meet another peep from NYP.She was from engineering course..Her name was Zhang Xin..A very nice gerl,funny and crappy juz like me hahahah!!!She was from China..So first day was soOoOoO damn confusing..i was stuck at Jurong Island Checkpoint ..I need to make the JI tem pass before i could enter JI.So i was alone at the checkpoint coz i really do not knw wat to do...oh ya forgot to mention that supposedly a white mini van will come to the JE mrt station behind the popular bookstore to pick us up and take us to ICES...so i waited for the van but the van was not around...i was in a panick state coz the van
suppose to come at 9.30 and is oredi 10 plus and yet the van is nowhere to be found.So there is this bas that says to ICES..then i took the bus then it brought me to the checkpoint where i got really lost and confuse....so i really do not knw wat to do next coz u really need the pass before u cud enter JI...and then there is where i met Zhang Xin and was more fortunate is that she is also from NYP..so then we make our temp pass then headed to ICES where we were greeted by our nanny Surene Ho..a very nice young lady.Then me and ZX was brought to IT department and there is where i realised is very much related to my course.I was given 7 projects by my supervisor Serene Kiew.She is a very very sweet young lady and teen-related character hahah..and guess wat she is ex-nyp student...hahaha...graduate years ago and doing IT course..so basically my projects is about designing website..hahaha!!!long tyme never done designing.furthermore i have to use alot of programs related to designing....is been years since i use the programs so i have to refresh my knowledge again by playing around with the programs clicking here and there...hahaha..all my collegue is a very warm and friendly people..chun sing,serene,jensen,yih wen and peter(big boss)..a very nice people..they guide you along the way..that makes me more welcome in the department...Lin hui a very funny and crappy china young lady is also very friendly...hahahaha...overall they all are THE BEST...hahahaha...
A SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO MY PEEPZ:
FBODZ
STEEZERZ
STAGEARTERZ
MULTIMEDIA INFOCOMM PEEPZ
SU UNION PEOPLE
ALL NYPIAN
KHAKIS
KUB Pte Ltd
SEC PEEPZ
PRIMARY PEEPZ
TO ALL THE PEOPLE I KNW...
8TH AVENUE
BROS AND SIS

MSG:I MIZZ YOU PEEPZ LOADS..

CATCH WITH YA ALL SOON AITE!!!

TAKE CARE AND RAWK ON!!!

AND TO MY SPECIAL GERL WHOM I LOVE SOooOOoo MUCH.

"I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...*HUGS*"

~& SO THERE IT GOES~

FyP End!ng SoOn!!!!!!!!!!!!!AtTacHmEnt HerE ! ComE.......

2006-05-30T12:34:00.000-07:00

fyp is ending soon...so been very bz finishing and rushing my presentation and stuff...so sorry peepz for not updating my blog and stuff...one week more and dats it HOORAY HOORAY for me..this coming thurs will be my final presentation....after that attachment week WOW!!! tyme sure do fly very fast...my schedule will be kind of hectic this week and the following month...first stop i have final presentation like i mention juz nw..then on friday...i got 2 performances..one is the BUZZ CARNIVAL which i will be singing 2 songs with melanie and the the next performance will be JAM & HOP which all the FBODZ peepz will be doing a dance performance..and on thurs wil be having performance at raffles place..kinda big event...will be doing a dance performance with STEEZERZ peepz...and for the following month will be the STAGEART PRODUCTION...the month of july...~so there goes my schedule~i will be updating my blog soon...

p/s:i will be going to THAILAND on the 8th june till 11th june....SHOPPING!! SHOPPING!! SHOPPING!!...trying to get my big break from the stress and stuff so ya is tyme for me to enjoy myself get a peace of my mind....

FAMILY(Father Mother I Love You)

2006-05-23T16:24:00.000-07:00

Stress!!!!!!!!
Depress!!!!!!!!
F**ked up!!!!!!!!
Feeling crap!!!!!
wth is happening sia???
y cant i have peaceful,happy and colourful life??
my bro is always giving me a hard tyme!!!
y cant he be juz like normal bro...?
like farhan or danial or even nazri and naim(my kuzzinz)
y cant he juz stop intruding and trying to be better than me and always like the same thing i like??
y cant he juz have his own life??
becoz of him im like this....fighting for my own life...
we both are like competiting against each other..
i dun like to compete with my own bro...
he juz changed...alot...
he is not the bro i used to knw last tyme..
guess ppl changed...
but he changed drastically
ppl are comparing me with him
AND FOR THE LAST TYME I F***KING HATE IT!!!
STOP LA FOR GOODNESS SAKE
ME IS ME ,HIM IS HIM
I DUN GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT HIM ANYMORE..
AND EVERYTYME I TRY TO TALK TO HIM NICELY HE WILL SURE GIVE ME THE BITCHY,F***KING ATTITUDE KIND OF WAY TO REPLY ME..
juz wan him to GROW UP....
he is not getting any younger...and he is going to be aa adult oredi and yet he is acting childish..
and my mum...is always comparing again with me and him...sometyme face to face and maybe behind me...i juz dun like dat...
haiz...y is this thing going end...
sometyme wen i think back...i juz missed the great moments we had last tyme as a FAMILY..
i juz miss FAMILY...(Father Mother I Love You)...
i juz miss everything
my peepz..especially...
to all my peeps i knw...no matter for long or awhile...i juz wana say im truly sorry for not keeping in touch with u peepz..
i juz miss u peepz though...hope we can chill and hangout.do keep in touch aite!!!!beep me aite!!
~and there it goes~

W@d Ya Th!nk Bt Me????

2006-05-20T07:57:00.001-07:00

hey peepZ!!!today kinda of nuthing to blog...so if u guys drop by juz left me a comment at my tag box aite...tell me wat ya think about me aite!!!thnx ya guys!!!

pluz a special shout out to all my peeps......I MIZZ U GUYS LOADS AND LOADS...HOPE TO MEET U GUYS AGAIN SOON AITE....

InSy!raH B!rtHdaY CeLeBraT!oN @ ALoHa LoYaNg.

2006-05-17T17:42:00.000-07:00

it was a great day to start with..i arrive on thurs nite after school..ask nasreen to accompany me there coz i really dun knw the way there...thnx nasreen!!owe u big tyme...okok...nt forgetting ur LJS treat..wahahaha!!..ok so i reached on thursday nite but no one was here yet...except for my grandma,kak yang,abg zai and mummy(my aunty)...my sis and the rest was at the playground and some of my nephew were swimming..i must say the chalet was very big...so i change and start preparing for the big day tmr..so i start with the registration booth.i decorate the booth with green and yellow cloth..by the tyme i finished it was oredi 1 am in the morning so had shower and get ready for bed...bt in the end cant sleep went to chit chat with fahimah..had a very nice long chat with her..then cannot tahan so went to sleep...

then the big day arrived,wen i woke up only i straight away continue decorating the party area..blowing the balloons,tying the party streamers and stuff with the help of the POD crew..theres a few balloon bursting here and there so i had to redecorate it again..wahahaha..then after that wen to get prepare for the big show...guys were suppose to wear green while the gerls suppose to wear yellow..like this brazilian concept..wahaha..so then party started with games first and then fashion shows rawks!!!!then the cutting cake ceremony,then water balloon segment marks the end of the day...

sat was kinda big day too...a mother day celebration to all mothers and also the A.P.I(Anugerah Pesta Insyirah) event...the results are:
BIBIR PALING SEKSI:AZEAN
GIGI PALING HAPPENING:CIK MI
HIDUNG PALING HAPPENING:RAIZAN
KENTUT PALING HAPPENING:CIK MI
MAKCIK PALING SERIOUS:AUNTY AZ
PAKCIK PALING SERIOUS:PAPA IS
MAKCIK PALING GLAMOUR:IBU NGAH(MY MUM)
PAKCIK PALING BUNCIT:BAPAK
MAKCIK PALING KECOH:MUMMY
PAKCIK PALING SPORTING:CIK MI
MAKCIK PALING SPORTING:CIK NORA
BUDAK PALING GEMBENG:AFZAL
BUDAK PALING NAKAL:SAM
BUDAK PALING SELENGER:ADLI
SUARA PALING LOUD:MAK LANG
SUARA PALING PELAN:IRA
ANAK DARA PALING MENTEL:NURUL
BUJANG PALING HOT:RAIZAN
RAMBUT PALING HAPPENING:ANDY
GLAMOUR OF THE DAY:INSYIRAH(BIRTHDAY GERL)
BUDAK PALING CUTE:IFU

so theres the result...~there it goes~

WaT's HapPen!ng 2 Me??...arghhhhhhh!!

2006-05-09T16:28:00.000-07:00

"why??
wat is happening to me??
why is this keep happening to me??
is my fren all gone??
where they gone to??
why are they avoiding me??
am i thinking too much??
bt why do i get this feeling that im always alone??
i really dun knw to whom im gonna share my probs,emotions and feelings to??
my dear peepz where are u guys gone to??
why is this pain striking again??
why cant my disease be cured??
am i dying soon??
should i better off be gone in this werld then lead a lonely life?"

tots..tots...tots...why this tots come striking me at this tyme?y must i face this darkness again??im sorry u guys for not being there for u,breaking promises and not becoming a true frens the way u guys one too..i knw i had change bt i dun knw y i had change..well isit the disease im suffering rite nw had change my personality,character and attitude.im sorry guys for nt teling u wats going thru my mind bcoz i really dun knw wat and how to say to u guys..i try to msg u guys bt u all seem to be bz and nt replying my msg...bt i understand..i cant blame u guys..i mean u guys have had better things to deal with..so lucky i have set up this blogger to share my feelings and stuff..is the only place where i put off everything that i went thru..but for how long??i really dun knw whether i can still be in this werld coz u may nt knw whether u will live tmr..so im trying to live life to the fullest..i dun want to live my life with sorrow,dissappointment and darkness..i dun knw y am i being emo rite nw..i will try to be positive and optimistic..i knw if u guys are reading this u guys muz be thinking y la raizan so emo???is nt dat im purposely wana be emo juz that this emo feelings strike wen u are nt feeling well or unsure or lonely bt then u guys wat i needed rite nw is "FRENS"please...*tears roll down*...~and there it goes~

Boring Day Again!!!!

2006-05-04T16:14:00.000-07:00

today im lyke seriously dun knw wat to do sia...fyp dead boring..as usual..juz went to lunch with chuwen and then sit down and chit chat...then went to library read magazines and stuff and chit chat again...that's all i did for the past hours..hahaha..then come back to lab and start blogging like wat im doing rite nw...well juz have to wait and wait and wait till is time to go home..~and there it goes~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!!!!!

2006-05-03T12:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!!!!today is the mark of happiness and a year older...hahaha!!!MAY ALLAH BLESSED AYAH WITH GOOD HEALTH,WEALTH AND SUCCESS IN THE FUTURE...AMIN...

yesterday went to swensen at bukit panjang plaza to have our dinner..is a treat from my father to celebrate my bro birthday and his birthday in advance..i ordered this fish spice which come in a set..including drinks,soup of the day and single scoop ice-cream with ur choice of flavor..so we had a blast day dat nyte..the nyte filled with laughter,lame jokes and tricks..we heard 2 birthday songs during the nyte..there is two birthday celebration actually..hahaha!!we join in the sing along section as is like so damn farnie la..we are like cracking up after that..hahaha!!then after dat my dad bought me a prepaid card so is easier for me to be reached..so thats about it..a simple wonderful nite with laughter toppings...hahahaha!!!lame rite!!yeah i knw..~and there it goes~

FKING TOOTHACHE IS FKING KILLING ME!!!!

2006-04-28T16:06:00.000-07:00

yesterday was totally a painful nite...unbearable pain strike again yesterday nite..couldnt sleep and my head nerves was hitting me..went to swallow 2 pain killers and gastric pills..was ok for only 1 hr and BAM!!! the pain is back again!!shit!!f**King shit...this tyme the pain gets even worst..i was like..HELP ME!!!! PLEASE F**KING HELP ME!!!!..I JUZ COULDNT GET ENUF SLEEP ARGHHH!!!!WAS F**KING MOODY ALL THE WAY THE NEXT DAY~there is goes~
P/S:SORRY PEEPZ FOR BEING TO VULGARITIES!!!JUZ PISSED OFF LA!!!

NOTice!!

2006-04-26T11:41:00.000-07:00

Hey peepz!!!from today onwards i will nt be using handphone coz my line had been temporarily terminated...if u wana reach me u can call my homey phone or juz nudge me in msn aite..adios!!!
p/s:i will get a prepaid card as soon as possible....

What Life is there 4 me??

2006-04-25T13:49:00.000-07:00

hey everyone...firstly wana apologise to u guys for not updating my blog for sOoO SuPer Long..hahaha!!life is not siding me this tyme..have been pretti tough overcoming the ups and downs of MA LIFE...firstly about the LEVIS DANCE COMPETITION..we make to semi-finals but then we back out at the very last min becoz of some personal reasons..bt STEEZERZ will be back for the upcoming dance competition and this tyme we wun dissappoint u guys..NOTE:I CANT REPLY ANY MESSAGES OR MAKE ANY OUTGOING CALLS ANYMORE..SORRY A MILLION SORRIES TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO MESSAGES ME BUT THEN I DIDNT REPLY..INSTEAD U ALL CAN STILL MESSAGE ME BUT NO REPLY AND U ALL STILL CAN CALL ME AITE!!!!..been having a bad toothache lately...wen to dentist...the dentist gave me 2 options..either extract my tooth or keep my tooth bt he will be doing a surgery costing over $1100..i mean WTH so expensive sia!!i opted and think abt both options..bt then the pain is unbearable..cannot tahan..the dentist say is got to do with my nerves root canal..when the pain comes it F****ing effect my brain nerves..is bladdi pain..been sleepless nitex becoz of the damn tooth pain..he juz gave me painkillers to stop the pain for awhile...WEEKENDS i must say wasnt going too well as i expected..went to CIK NORA house for nasi lemak..is actually her anniversary..hahahah!!HAPPY ANNIVERSARY CIK NORA AND CIK MI....then al the kuzziez were dicussing about the upcoming events which is INSYIRAH BIRTHDAY PARTY BASH!!!is gonna be huge and happening for sure..looking forward to it..there'll be lotsa games,prizes,performances and "SPECIAL PERFORMANCES"...HAHAHA!!and well on sunday was nt a good day for me...tot could enjoy my day with my aunties and kuzzies a SHOPPING DAY SPREES!!! but then it turns out i quarrel with my mum..she is giving me a hard tyme sia!!firstly is about the hp...she is like nagging with me infront of the public AGAIN..i mean cant she talk nicely and ask me nicely instead of like shouting and stuff...it happens wen we are like juz on the way to the bustop meeting my aunties..soooo embarassing sia..nt even start shopping yet..this things happen..then wen everything is calm and cool down abit things back to normal..actually we all finding the kuzziez gerl stuff to wear on the BIRTHDAY BASH..all the gerls have to wear YELLOW and the guys have to wear GREEN..they bought a nice yellow tops for the gerls and accessories...we bought it at far east..then we went to bugis where another quarrel with my mum start again..i juz dun knw wats getting into her..she is like finding fault with me infront of everybody..PUBLIC PEOPLE PUBLIC...im juz very damn pissed..cant she talk nicely and be like other mums..i mean she is all cool and stuff but she juz cant talk nicely like other mums....haiz...im LIKE SOO DAMN PISSED LA...SHE IS LIKE KEEP FINDING FAULT WITH ME AGAIN...i juz dun understand la...she is like change totally...she been soo nice to my sis and bro and DAMN COLD towards me...let me stop here aite..i juz cant continue people my heart is juz TOO PAINFUL to continue..~and there it goes~

another boring day

2006-04-10T10:43:00.000-07:00

Its been sooooo long since i updated my blog..im feeling kinda down lately so have no mood to update my blog..weekends was OK for me..went to bugis with my mum,bro and grandma..my sis she went out with her boyfren...so the 4 of us wen bugis and have our early dinner @ raffles banquet..my grandma wants to eat halal lor mee.tot it would sell at the banquet but unfortunately it does not..so she juz ate fish bee hoon whch she told me it tastes awful..hahaha..there is more soup then mee..hw ridiculous is dat!!!!then the soup tasted so watery..hahahah!!!then after our dinner we went to bugis junction..my mum bought herself a pair of slippers and MNG jeans perfume whch smells nice..and she bought another MNG latest perfume whch comes in a set with a body lotion..to me it smells OK..hahaha..juz to get the handbag...hahahah.then we went to bugis street..bought for myself a bling2 leather belt..whch i have been eyeing it for soooooooo long..then my bro bought a long sleeve tshirt..then i come across this nice black jacket.. i wanted to buy but was like thinking twice..then finally i bought it after much lowering of the price..hahaha!!!then after that we went to sheng shiong to buy some groceries..then headed home feeling really tired..~and there it goes~

2006-04-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a crying and a sad day for me..i went to meet my mum yesterday after school for dinner...with my brother..i tot at first is going to be a nice dinner with me and my mum and bro but it turns out to be.........i dun knw hw to put it..im totally out of words wen trying to recall the incident happen yest...wen i met my mum at firz at LOT 1 she was like nagging at me y im lyke so thin and stuff my face is shrinking...and keep on saying i dun look nice la n stuff..bla bla bla..she was like nagging and stuff la..and say my bro looks better nw..his eating rit nw la...bla bla bla...i mean imagine la u kena nag infront of ALOT OF PPL in FOOD CULTURE...all eyes were on u..im lyke freaking embarassed la...then she went on and on and on..suddenly lost my appetite..she was lyke asking me to spilled it out all my probs..wat im going thru?..wats on my mind??...she asked me to learn hw to speak my mind..Firstly..she keeps on comparing me and my bro..on hw he looks and stuff..OK YOU WANT ME TO SPEAK MY MIND OK I DUN FEEL LIKE I BELONG IN MY FAMILY..EVERTHINGS HAD CHANGED..I DUN FEEL THE BOND WE USED TO HAD LIKE LAST TYME..I MEAN IBU U USED TO BE FAIR AND SQUARE TO DIVIDE UR LOVE & AFFECTION TO US..BUT THEN RECENTLY U BE PAYING TOO MUCH ATTENTION TO ADEK..I KNW HE HAS A PROBS AND STUFF AND HE NEEDS LOTSA ATTENTION BUT THEN HIS 15 OREDI AND HE IS GROWING UP..HW LONG U GONNA PAMPER HIM AND STUFF...U ALWAYS SAY ME AND AKAK IS OLD ENUF TO BE INDEPENDENT AND LEAD OUR OWN LIFE BUT THEN WE ALL NEED AND ALWAYS NEEDS YOU TO SUPPORT US..I KNW IS HARD FOR U COZ U HAVE TO BE A FATHER AND A MOTHER TO US AND THAT IS WHY I DUN WAN TO BURDEN YOU..MAYBE IM THINKING TO MYSELF THAT IM BEING TOO SELFISH TO JUZ HAVE U PAYING ATTENTION TO ME..I MEAN I FELT KINDA LOST WITHOUT YOU CARING AND SUPPORTING ME..U HAD KNOWN THAT FROM YOUNG IM NOT CLOSE TO AYAH AND IS ONLY AYAN AND ADEK..I ONLY HAD YOU TO SHARE MY UPS AND DOWNS OF LIFE,PROBS AND STUFF BUT WHEN THIS HAPPENS I FELT LONELY AND LOST..U ALWAYS THINKS THAT I HAVE ALOT OF FRENS I CAN COUNT ON TOO BUT I FELT I HAD NO FRENS..I KNW I SHARED PROBS WITH MY FRENS TO LISTEN AND HEAR THEIR POINT OF VIEW BUT THEN I THINK I BURDEN THEM TOO MUCH TILL THEY AVOIDING ME AND STUFF..I TOT I GIVING ALL OF U GUYS TOO MUCH PROBS..IM REALLY SORRI U GUYS..MAYBE IM BEING TOO SELFISH ENUF IS LYKE AYAN AND ADEK WILL SURE KNW THAT Y U PAYS MORE ATTENTION ON ME AND NOT TO THEM..I MEAN YALA FOR NW I THINK YOU PAYS MORE ATTENTION ON ADEK AND AKAK AND FOR ME JUZ DUN..U KNW WAT I MEAN!!!(CRYING)....I STILL REMEMBER WEN WE GO OUT AYAN IS LIKE WITH NIZAM,U WITH ADEK AND ME ??WITH NO ONE..I FELT LONELY BUT I DUN SHW IT..I KEPT IT INSIDE..I JUZ LEFT THE WAT IT IS..AND TO MY FRENS U HAD ALWAYS SEE ME HAPPY AND WITHOUT PROBS BUT THEN U DUN KNW WAT LIES BENEATH THE HAPPINESS..SORROW,LONELY,UNHAPPINESS!!!(TEARS FLOWING!!)~and there it goes~
p/s:u think u had know me but u had no idea!!!

L!fE(An unfinished business)

2006-04-04T17:15:00.000-07:00

The acts of men sometimes come so kind
And with such love do well express, yet
The deeds of men sometimes come so mean
And with great disgust is well despised.
These conflicts unresolved for times,
Someday, somewhere resolves to meet.

Between the times of history gone,
And the evolutions of future come
The present presents a balance point
In a mixing grill of settlement, where
Deeds and events do take their toll
In resolutions of investments made.

Mishap could be just a fair reward,
As life fortune is investment gained.
Opportunity could be just a means,
As occurrences are results obtained.
The pendulum swings to and fro,
Just as the clock ticks, tock and tick.

What goes on around and again,
Does come back again and around
Good or bad, it's all our choice,
For all our thoughts and acts today,
Are investments in the big game plan
Of this unfinished business of life.

FuN & EnJoyabLe WeeKendS!!!

2006-04-03T11:58:00.000-07:00

weekends are the best days for me..! simply love weekends coz is a family treat for me..i get to spent tyme with my family catching up with the lost tyme and stuff..(im loving !t!!!)hahaha!okok lets start with sat...Sat is the april fool's day!!hahah!!well lucky for me didnt get any pranks at all.today i went jogging in the morning then updated my blog then went to meet azila at buona vista..today was the finals of DANCEWORK 2006...raw stilo was in the finals!!so me and azila was there early at NUS CULTURAL CENTRE to help them with the hairstyling and make up...reach there ard 2 pluz coz we were kinda lost becoz of such a BIG place in NUS...then we kept a look out for the map the place..then still cant find it..then try our luck by asking this young lady..she was like directing us here and there(thnx MizzY!!!Such A Great help!!!)..then finally found out not really far from where we are..then the cab drove us still cant find the place but the map shows exactly where is UCC..so we ask the cab to stop where we are then we try to walk asking 2 young ladies the exact place then we FINALLY found the place..so we went to the security counter..we found out that we are not registered..called mel for help then she told me that she had registered azila and my name but there is no sign of our name in the list..we are like so panicked so then the security officer asked azila to call the person in charge..she came to rescue us finally and brought us to the RAW STILO dressing room and i mean PERSONAL RAW STILO DRESSING ROOM!!!they have their own dressing room..hw kewl was that!!..hahahaha!!!lucky them.so them after putting our stuff in their room..we headed to the stage to watch the rehearsal..we juz on tyme to watch their rehearsal..they were great..great new steps..hahaha!!!i was really excited for them..then after that we were back in the room waiting for the full dress rehearsal..they were all getting ready and stuff and we headed back again to the stage to watch the whole rehearsal..i muz say is a very tough fight though..alot of good competitorz..and their msg about drugs is very clear...so then after that we were back in the dressing room having our dinner and get ready by 6.30.we were all bz with the make up,styling of hair,glittering here and there all getting ready for the big show..unfortunately i cant stay for the show coz was having something on that day..wishing them the bestest of luck and U GO RAW STILO!!!FIGHT ALL THE DA WAY!!!..~there !t Goes~(SATURDAY)

Sunday...hmm..cant wait for this day..is picnic tyme..hahaha!!!we all went to CHOA CHU KANG PARK to have our picnic..it was a very sunny day at firz..we played soccer and then after that we play the playground!!oopZ!!!we were all like childhood depriveD sia!!!hahaha!!then eat our lunch..there were alot of food..bee hoon goreng,mee goreng,roti kirai,pandan cake,curry and sardine puff and alot of tidbits...then after the full lunch we all played catching..then raining cats and dogs suddenly..hahah!!!brrr!!it was windy and cold sia!!then wait for the rain to stop awhile then abit drizzl!ng we played monkeyz!!!..guezz wat in the rain some more!!all my uncles join in the fun..then after that we all played rounderz..all our aunties join the fun..it was GIGI vs KARMA!!i was thrown to karma and cik zul was in charge..guess wat we won!!hahaha!!!yEAHba!!hahaha..it was fun though!!then we celebrate cik mi and adli birthday with the chocolate cake cik nora bought..hahaha!!then after singing the birthday song and blowing the candle me and kak nor and the kuzzie gang sabo cik mi with the birthday cake..hahaha!! we sccop the birthday cake and rub onto cik mi face..haha!!and the rest poured orange syrup on his body..it was fun though very funny!!!kecoh giler!!then we headed off to cik nora house..we eat dinner and rest and they were all playing banglak..hahah!!reached home ard 10.30pm..tiring but fun day though..we all have lotsa fun!!~and there !t goes~

Itz An Apr!L fOOL DaY!!!

2006-04-01T10:50:00.000-08:00

Well today wake up quite late ard 10.50..well better than 7.30 rite...hahaha!!!Guezz Wat today is a april fool day!!!hahahah!!!ok yesterday after school unfortunately was raining heavily..i asked my mum whether she got umbrella.well she had umbrella but was in the lift going home oredi..damn she fast!!!hahaha!!i was like still at kranji lo.then told my mum that i need an umbrella coz was raining heavily.then she say no one at home but my sis and she dun wan to go out.understandable coz it was raining heavily some more shes a gerl..so wen i reach at the lrt it was drizzling so not so bad la..hurriedly walk then reached home juz in tyme to watch that so raven!!yeaH!!!but then my mum was oredi dress to go off to the pub to watch her fren perform..i was like tot u going off after 8..then she say if go after 8 her frens maybe finished singing..then i was like rushing la take shower then get ready and stuff.hahaha!!then we board a taxi go to the pub and get lost in the middle of no where..couldnt find the pub..my mum called her fren but no one answer so nevermind we try our luck again..the address my mum was given??hahah she accidentally deleted it!!hahaha!!she called her fren again and this tyme her fren called her back it was in the cuppage plaza..coz all along we tot it was outside.so we went in then we were like woah!! thats a huge crowd there!!my mum fren was and indonesian chinese..so most of the crowds were indonesian chinese..we went in my mum fren was singing..and he was damn good la!!hahah!!there were like alot of indonesian foods serving as buffet..and i simply love the kuih.it was damn nice i tell u..then suddenly here comes ARI WIBOWO(indonesia actor)..he looks different from tv sia!!he looks like a teenager in real life..hahaha!!then my mum took pics with him..then followed by the rest..hahah!!!then we sit on a cozy table and chair listening to the band..then theres this 8 years old kid wo plays piano and sing damn well!!was very impressed by him..he was damn good!!talented kid...hahah!!so then my mum and me left about 10.45 and headed home coz she needs to werk tmr..hahah!!!then we went home chit chatting in the cab!!hahaha!!!~there it goes~

Haiz...

2006-03-31T10:15:00.000-08:00

Another boring day of FYP...wake up "exactly" the same timing..but then end up late for skewl and i mean really late.hahahah!!!!i reached skewl ard 9.45 to 9.50...well let me recall y m i late..hmmm...get ready for skewl,toast bread,hmm...oh yah i tot i lost my brown bermudas..hahahah!!!was searching for it all over my cupboard and drawer but still no where to be found..then u knw wat??it was in my grandma's cupboard..hahah!!!dun knw y it suddenly end up there!!but then thank god finally found it...then went to iron it cause it was totally krumpled.by the tyme i ironed it it was oredi 8.30.then took my breakfast,eat my medicine then UNFORTUNATELY,i cant find my bus card..i was them pissed of lo!!i mean im oredi late and my buscard is gone..searched everywhere then found it at under my bed..pathetic rite!!arghHHHHh!!!rush to skewl board the LRT then the MRT..listen to music and suddenly ZzZzzzzz!!!!by the tyme i wake up im oredi at yck..hahah!!!finally!!(ps:luckily never overboard)then rush to skewl..oh ya in the morning juz nw my mum called..she ask me whether i wana go and accompany her to her fren pub to watch live band performance by her fren..is kind like a private party and they invited ARI WIBOWO(a famous indonesian actor wo cast in an indonesian drama series "DIA")as a special guest!!!My sis huda likes him and ask me to take his pics and his autograph...hahah!!well till nw~there it goes~to be continue.........

Another Boring Day Of FYP

2006-03-30T12:41:00.000-08:00

This is my first tyme doing blog..with the help of my pweeti kuzzie (nuruL) thanx dearie for the making of the blogspot.She help me alot setting up the blogspot,choosing templates and stuff...i can say she is an expert in this..me ar aiyo hopeless ar..take it course but doing a simple blogspot is a problem to me.hahahaha!!!not only dat actually i forgot the basics sia of doing this...haiz i feel so guilty seh troubling my kuzzie..sorry kuzzie..hehehe!!!i owe u.keep on msging her then msn her too to ask her about the error on my blog..(irritating rite!!!).So today as usual late.come to skewl ard 9.30 slightly late then yesterday.then sit down at lab trying to figure out the error i have done in my blogspot.then continue my "so-call" java programming report.hahaha!!!actually no need to do juz a summarize of what i have learn for java programming.then do till sianZ...hahaha!!!then ard 10.30 wen for running come back ard 11 pluz with my sweating face sit down in the lab STILL trying my luck with my blog..hahaha!!!still cant..then after that ard 12,went for lunch with such,chuwen and halif at the south canteen.then sit there for awhile chit chat then have to rush for dance prac at 12.30.reach there abit earlier ard 12.25 then saw no one..and hearing loud cheering from this group of nyp freshies playing this orientation game...then jinwen came followed by the rest..then we practice our new dance "rompe" for the levis competition..was pweeti tough but can make it la...something new and different.then ard 2 went back to lab do some surfing then at the same tyme chatting in msn.then after that wen off to run again at 3.30.suddenly the whether is nt good,going to rain soon..wash up rush back to my lab ard 4.15 then suddenly rain heavily...nw in my lab typing my blog with the help of chuwen finally found out my error(thnx chuwen!!!!!!!) heheheh!!!..and then later after skewl have to rush for meeting abt the levis comp at dance studio..hahah!!! & then~there it goes~